Colton Underwood revealed if he’s on talking phrases with ex Cassie Randolph after she filed a restraining order towards him.
“I’ve no contact. If she ever did attain out or need to attain out, I might be open to answering any questions that her or her household would have for me,” Underwood, 34, informed Vainness Truthful in an interview revealed Thursday, February 26. “That’s one thing I’ve at all times supplied. I’m in no place to essentially say way more than that or attain out. There’s been no a part of me that might. I might at all times be up for it. It’s all on her phrases.”
Underwood was thrust into the highlight when he joined Becca Kufrin’s season 14 of The Bachelorette in 2018. He later appeared on season 5 of Bachelor in Paradise earlier than turning into the season 23 Bachelor in 2019.
The fact star ended the present courting Randolph30, however the pair referred to as it quits one 12 months later. Us Weekly confirmed in September 2020 that Randolph was granted a restraining order towards Underwood after she claimed he was stalking and harassing her. The case was dropped in November 2020, and Underwood got here out as homosexual the next 12 months.
Whereas talking with Vainness TruthfulUnderwood shared extra perception into his way of thinking after the pair’s breakup.
“It was 2020. It was, as folks bear in mind, COVID. I used to be absolutely satisfied that she was gonna be my final straight … like, I used to be going to need to both kill myself or come out. That’s simply transparently, like, the place my mindset was,” he elaborated. “I don’t know if that is the proper phrase, but it surely was considerably of the right storm of me hitting all-time low, of me actually making an attempt to navigate, ‘Am I gonna kill myself or am I gonna come out?’ That’s simply the place I used to be at.”
Underwood is now married to husband Jordan C. Brownwith whom he shares 17–month-old son Bishop. Randolph, in the meantime, tied the knot with Brighton Reinhardt final 12 months.

“I’ll at all times personal the errors that I made. I’ll at all times really feel guilt and really feel this excessive unhappiness for a way I confirmed up for sure buddies, for folks in my life. Additionally followers — letting folks down,” the previous Bachelor continued on Thursday. “At that time, folks had been kind of invested in me and in my story. So I did really feel like not solely I let myself down, I let lots of people down there.”
Whereas reflecting on his life earlier than popping out — together with claims that he was blackmailed about his sexuality — Underwood stated he was “scuffling with Xanax and prescription medicines” on the time.
“It was a fairly intense second in my life the place I made some actually, actually poor choices. The tough half now could be seeing the individuals who have so much to say about what occurred six years in the past,” he famous. “It’s missing a whole lot of the context of the place our world was at, but additionally the place I used to be at, the way of thinking that I used to be in.”
Underwood continued: “The pressures and the threats that I used to be going by means of. I’ll at all times take accountability. I’ll at all times personal errors that I made. However the whole lot that you simply’re seeing on social media — these movies, these individuals who have so much to say — is just not appropriate.”
The TV star’s private life turned a subject of dialog once more after he joined the forged of Traitors season 4. Underwood rapidly obtained backlash from viewers over his drama with Randolph.
“I met with manufacturing. I met with Peacock. I used to be like, ‘I’m down to do that.’ As a result of this present is about technique. It’s in regards to the sport. It’s about traitors. It’s not private,” he defined to Vainness Truthful. “My solely ask is, like, if I do that, I don’t need folks to carry up something outdoors of the sport. I’ve a household now, proper? I’m … up to now previous what occurred six years in the past.”
Underwood finally acknowledged the saga throughout the season 4 reunionwhich aired on Thursday.
“I feel what I can perceive from folks viewing me again on tv, for those who didn’t comply with my story and what I went by means of, and also you watched me as The Bachelor in 2019, after which, impulsively, you’re tuning in in 2026,” he shared. “I had an extremely tough couple of years, and I’ve grown, I’ve modified. I’ve put in a lot work into myself and to my household. I by no means actually thought the best way that I might present up and play Traitors could be linked to one of many darkest and most horrible moments of my life.”
He concluded: “There’s part of me I may see why persons are speaking about it, however additionally it is for me, a difficult factor to undergo, as a result of it was, like I stated, I used to be not in a fantastic place.”

